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Indestructible Heart
02:32
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Indestructible heart
You never give up
You refuse to fall apart
The dusk is cold and the dawn is dark
But in the dead of the night
There shines your tiny spark
I don’t mind these hard times
They’ll pass away
And I’ll wake up singing
On a brand new day
Indestructible heart
You’ve loved and you’ve lost
And now you’re right back at the start
Winter dreams of summers past
But spring will arrive
With the blossom and the lark
I don’t mind these dark times
They’ll fade away
And I’ll wake up singing
On a brand new day
Indestructible heart
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Kiss Her, You Fool
04:08
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The people I’ve been
I never became
The past it seems
Is subject to change
By the white cliffs of Dover
They had my back to the wall
But I’ll take a hangover
Over nothing at all
I’ve been picking up
What you’ve been putting down
There’s more than enough
To go around
Beauty is human
And truth is truth
That’s just an opinion
It’s not an excuse
In the Egyptian twighlight
I’ve been counting my breaths
Sitting with the mountains to my east
And the desert to my west
If she’s too small
Make yourself minuscule
If she’s too tall
Climb up on a stool
And kiss her, you fool
I was standing beside
The river of bliss
I saw you swimming by
And I couldn’t resist
I’ll fight to the death
Or I’ll fall on my sword
Staying one step ahead of the devil
But two steps behind the Lord
You say the best things in this life
Are free
Would you forgive me
If I profoundly disagreed?
Everyone’s dreaming
A dream so obscure
Beauty is dreaming about the beast
But the beast ain’t dreaming about her
I’ve sailed on the ocean
And I’ve flown through the air
I don’t believe in ghosts
But I see them everywhere
She’s undressing
By the ever-renewing pool
So sign your confession
And saddle up your mule
And kiss her, you fool
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Birds burst from branches
A cobweb caught a tear
What are the chances
That I would find you here?
Old men drink whiskey
Young men drink rye
I wonder if you miss me
When the moon is in your eye
Open all the windows
Unbolt the heavy doors
When it’s over
There will be no applause
Chaos on the highways
Chaos in the skies above
I want you to walk my way
Down the rocky road of love
I want you in the mornings
I want you in the nights
In Lisbon and New Orleans
In Hacienda Heights
Wrap me up in winter
The voice of sorrow warns
When it’s over
There will be no applause
A light is shining
On the other side
Can you hear me, darling?
It’ll be alright
I’ve heard the hidden music
Weave among the stars
I’ve lived with pickpockets
In a house of broken hearts
In the hour of no illusions
There’s a truth that I must face
A heart that’s blind to darkness
Is a heart that’s blind to grace
Deck the aisle with orchids
Take my hand in yours
When it’s over
There will be no applause
A light is shining
On the other side
Can you hear me, darling?
It’ll be alright
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Long Way From Bethlehem
04:15
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Walking through the desert, two dogs on a leash
One called Patience, the other called Haste
Looking everywhere for that golden fleece
I don’t have a moment to waste
Coyotes growl, Mama Bear moans
Stockbrokers howl down telephones
Was it a mirage
Or was it a glimpse of your face?
Now all of the muses are laughing at me
For taking myself so seriously
Describing your beauty
With a trembling pen
When I left the city they demanded my key
So I bowed my head, went down on one knee
And ceremoniously
Returned it to them
Now I’m a long long long long way
I’m a long way from Bethlehem
Liquor store’s closed, chivalry’s dead
A shadow passed over my eyes
The blood of the rose flows sickly and red
Under cold inscrutable skies
Dressed to the nines in my grandmother’s car
Rolling with a belly full of love
I’m wondering, did I take it too far
Did I not take it far enough?
It’s always too early until it’s too late
I can still hear the sound of the smashing of plates
I know my salvation will come
I just don’t know when
Wintertime’s passing, there’s a riot in the air
She looks to the east with flowers in her hair
My heart becoming a cradle
Of utter mayhem
A long long long long way
A long way from Bethlehem
She hooked me the moment she looked in my eyes
Moonlight light cloaked in a woman’s disguise
The breeze leaving the trees
Like an amen
Petals are falling, I’m holding the stem
I’ve heard the warnings, I’m ignoring them
My brow is aflame
The world glows like a gem
But I’m a long long long long way
I’m a long way from Bethlehem
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Ship of Sorrow
04:20
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She plucked me out of the catacombs
And ushered me into the presence of desire
The lightening writhes and the thunder moans
She pokes a little life into the fire
I willingly relinquish all my sovereignty
She crawls towards me giggling
Mouth pressed to the windowpane in the lashing rain
Cry out she won’t be listening
And oh, you’ll find me where the black orchid grows
Kneeling at the feet of a vacant throne
When the ship of sorrow sails home
She dreams of me in deepest sleep
Gifted with powers of prophesy and mischief
Creatures crawl out of her sea
Jaws on the floor as she whispers all my secrets
At dawn I walk across her lawn
My clothes are torn my feet are bare and bleeding
Her lovers come her lovers go
I wave hello and goodbye when they’re leaving
And oh, you’ll find me where the black rooster crows
Polishing a stone within a stone
When the ship of sorrow sails home
I am calling
I am calling
I am calling
Come home
If faith is knowing that life is wise
Her spies must have tailed me for some reason
I’m frozen ‘neath the midnight sun
I’m done looking for something to believe in
Burn my vows, my sacred cows
Let the ashes flash on edge of evening
A naked woman and a naked man
Are walking hand in hand back to Eden
And oh, you’ll find me where the black river flows
Silence singing in my bones
When the ship of sorrow sails home
I am calling
I am calling
I am calling
Come home
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6. |
Shining in the Dark
03:45
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The time has come to raise the anchor
From the sad harbour of the past
The time has come for me to thank her
I’m so glad I crossed her path
Setting sail under restless thunder
She was waving from the bay
The fires of autumn falling round her
As she turned and walked away
Some things come at a heavy cost
And it’s enough to break your heart
But everything you’ve ever loved and lost
Is shining in the dark like stars
Shining in the dark
There’s no beginning, no middle, no end
And I’m crossing open ground
I’d trade it all for a single friend
But there is no-one around
In the old days when they broke a vase
They’d patch it up with joins of gold
Don’t give up, don’t throw it all away
As long as she cracks, she holds
Some things come at a heavy cost
And it’s enough to break your heart
But everything you’ve ever loved and lost
Is shining in the dark like stars
Shining in the dark
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I got so close to loving you
I could almost taste your kiss
Walking down this stony road
Through this land of boredom and bliss
A falling leaf fell past my face
I glimpsed a shooting star
I got so close to loving you
But I couldn’t travel that far
I got so close to loving you
Your blade pressed to my neck
When the tide was low the treasure glowed
Through the ribs of the old shipwreck
You spoke your spell, the curtain fell
To cries of confusion and woe
I got so close to loving you
But forever was too far to go
Kelvinbridge fell down on my head
My sweet lady still lingers her delicate fingers
Rifling through the pockets of the dead
I got so close to loving you
You were the crème de la crème
But the goose-stepping crows
And the frog-marching toads
Are dividing the us from the them
I saw you complete in the furious heat
Of a moment of total insight
I got so close to loving you
But you rolled over and turned off the light
Kelvinbridge fell down on my head
My sweet lady still lingers her delicate fingers
Rifling through the pockets of the dead
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Makin' It to Heaven
03:44
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First I mistook her for the Virgin Mary
She mistook me for some rock n’ roll star
Her heart was a cave I was the miner’s canary
Playing scales on the rain’s guitar
I was drinking too much I wasn’t sleeping enough up
Carousing with savages and kings
Things had to change when I was mugged and roughed up
Behind a nail salon in Colorado Springs
But even when our brows were bloodied
Beating our heads against the wall
Were were makin’ it to heaven
We were makin’ it to heaven
We were makin’ it to heaven after all
I feed the alligators and I bleed the radiators
I scrimp and save I’m shadow-boxing
Every now and again me and Magdelana
Make love like the boss ain’t watching
Come all ye unfaithful let your hearts not be hateful
Come sail with me across this fiery sea
The price of life can make you feel grateful
That they throw in death for free
Like the howling of dogs those winter gods
Are rising with a dying fall
But we’re makin’ it to heaven
Yes we’re makin’ it to heaven
We’re makin’ it to heaven after all
Black crow caws, wild cat roars
The stallion is kicking the stall
And we’re makin’ it to heaven
Yes we’re makin’ it to heaven
We’re are makin’ it to heaven after all
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You look as good as sin with that Mephistophelian grin
Gazing at the heavens, plucking feathers from your wings
My mind’s on fire, memories flee for their lives
And swim towards oblivion across the wine dark sea of time
There’s a skeleton at the banquet, there’s a leper at the ball
The early roses weep in the fleeting democracy of snowfall
Box up your beliefs, she said, put up them bedroom shelves
The reality you seek is hidden even from itself
I said that’s gotta be the understatement of the century
I still believe in love
Slender Aphrodite strokes a purring pussy cat
They say she can whip a gallon of cream in three minutes flat
Napoleon in my daydreams lays in a pool of light
His situations a little heavy and his pants are a little tight
These days I stay up late worrying about the world
Wishing the moon would become a saviour or maybe just a girl
Climb into my bed, she said, don’t leave me here alone
My heart might be a wilderness but my heart’s your only home
I said that’s gotta be the understatement of the century
I still believe in love
I’ve never met a businessman who isn’t afraid of death
We get drunk on the myth of endless time when there is no whiskey left
Here comes the green mermaid queen, there goes the neighbourhood
From this even the milky way would turn away if she only could
Visions form and visions fade, fall apart and reassemble
Like a bull burned from his barn I look at the sunset and I tremble
Don’t take this personally, she said, but Fred, you don’t exist
Put down that ragged alphabet, come here, give me a kiss
I said that’s gotta be the understatement of the century
I still believe in love
Low clouds over Memphis, midnight’s late for his shift
Harbourless immensities surround all this
In the local mega-church they’re raking the faithful in
With a cup of free trade coffee and salvation from your sins
Love floods my molecules but this sadness just won’t budge
Wether I like it or not I’ve got to stand up and be judged
Tear your eyes from Eden, she said, we don’t belong there anymore
You’ve got to cross this ocean even if there is no other shore
I said that’s gotta be the understatement of the century
I still believe in love
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Freddie Stevenson Glasgow, UK
Albums 'Body on the Line', 'All My Strange Companions', '50 Songs', 'The City Is King', 'The Brightening/The Darkening'. A Dirty Urchin of NYC. Co-writing and touring with the Waterboys. Lives in Scotland.
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